I lie here paralytic
Inside this soul
Screaming to you till
My throat is numb


I wanna break out, I need a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst is, the waiting
In this room I'm suffocating


Feel your presence
Filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I've died


(chorus)
Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love
Wanna live for you and me
(Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow)
Rebirthing now
I wanna live my life
wanna give you everything
(Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow)


Right now
Right now


I lie here lifeless
In this cocoon
Shedding my skin cause
I'm ready to


I wanna break out, I found a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst, is the waiting
In this room I'm suffocating


Feel your presence
Filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I've died


(chorus)


Tell me when I'm gonna live again
Tell me when I'm gonna breathe you in
Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside
Tell me when I'm gonna feel alive


Tell me when I'm gonna live again
Tell me when this fear will end
Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside
Tell me when I'm gonna feel alive


(chorus)


Right Now (I come alive somehow)
Right Now (I come alive somehow)


Sorry if the songs a little too loud for your taste but it's just how I'm feeling today. Don't worry it'll probably only be up for a few weeks anyway.

Ryan

At the finest level of my being, You're still with me.
We still look at each other at that level beyond sight.
We talk and laugh with each other on a level beyond touch.
We share time together in a place where time stands still.
We are still together on a level called love.
But I cry for you alone in a place called reality.
- Richard Lepinsky

Happy Birthday J.T. Everyday without you is a river of pain. Sometimes it flows gently and just the sound of it reminds me your gone, sometimes its like the rapids and I fight and struggle just to keep from drowning. I am so grateful for your brother and sister because in them I see what your were and what you might have become. I know that God has given you a wonderful job and it fulfills the purpose for which you were created, but please know that as long as there is me there is you and I will carry you with me until my last step. Things may come and go but my love never will. I love you, I miss you, Happy Birthday baby. Mom

Anyone who would like to come and walk for those who have been killed or injured in an ATV accident is welcome to do so. If you are not nearby and would like your loved one represented please let me know. We will have people on hand to walk for you. All we need is a picture and a name.