Heidi's Blog

Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 09:37 AM ( 3 views )  - Posted by Heidi
“Dreams, ideas, and plans not only are an escape, they give me purpose, a reason to hang on.”

Life happens when I want it to and when I don’t. I seem to be locked up in a heap of confusion that needs sorting , the weight of the task is too much, and the days click by. I am not sure if everyone feels this way or it is unique to the grief over J.T. because I can no longer remember life’s simplicities before our tragedy. Each day is overwhelmed with thoughts of conquering and surviving the moment at hand, so consuming that making plans for the future doesn’t have room to squeeze into the process. I think often, If I am so engrossed with surviving the moment, how can I enjoy it or learn from it?

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