Sunday, July 6, 2008, 09:51 PM ( 33 views ) - Posted by HeidiOne's first step in wisdom is to question everything - and one's last is to come to terms with everything.
- Georg Christoph Lichtenberg
I’m not exactly sure if we ever come to terms with the loss of a child or if we as human beings can comprehend the unknown. Faith of course tells me I should know my little boy is “in a better place” but how do I know without holding him in my arms or tucking him in at night? How can I ever believe that the place he had here wasn’t the best place for him? A place where someone knew how he liked his hamburgers without cheese or mustard, a place where a look was interpreted without conversation, a place where love flowed onto him religiously and unconditionally. I think I have decided until the day comes when I can see for myself this place that we refer to as better I will continue to question everything.