I woke up early this morning before the hum of traffic on the Seawall could obstruct a view of the baby blue and orange sky touching the deep blue of the ocean on the horizon. I watched the white capped waves roll in while the seagulls hungrily squawked good morning. The crash of the waves momentarily snuffing out the burning pain in my heart. I was graciously reminded once again of the healing power of God’s nature because for once I let go of the could haves, the should haves, and the what if’s and clung to the possibility of what might be. I pictured us all together walking on that sandy beach, the waves tickling our toes and the sun illuminating J.T.’s golden skin I reached down and ruffled his soft blonde hair and said “I’ve missed you baby” and he simply replied “I’ve been here all along”.