Happy Birthday J.T. Everyday without you is a river of pain. Sometimes it flows gently and just the sound of it reminds me your gone, sometimes its like the rapids and I fight and struggle just to keep from drowning. I am so grateful for your brother and sister because in them I see what your were and what you might have become. I know that God has given you a wonderful job and it fulfills the purpose for which you were created, but please know that as long as there is me there is you and I will carry you with me until my last step. Things may come and go but my love never will. I love you, I miss you, Happy Birthday baby. Mom